Hallu MR. Diary, miss me not??? I'm sure you do!!!
You know what, I suddenly feel terrible about myself, couldn't help it, but that it is.
Today's topic is GREED!!!
I'm feeling terrible because of this statement. It's not that others said that I'm greedy, but I just feel the GREED inside me.
You know how it feels like when before this you are always at the top, but out of sudden, you are at the bottom!!!
Maybe because I've been so comfortable with myself, then getting used to be always on top, when this situation pop out, it breaks my heart. Like seriously!!!! OH ALLAH!!
I just did my reflection towards this thing, and I think this feeling isn't good.. like, not good at all.
Why should I care of marks, scores, grades and everything when I enjoy this Semester, right??
Frankly, I think I've done my best, well, my opinion laaah, why should I care about others anyway.
Let's get back to the basic.
I should realise that there are ups and downs in this life.
People might compare me with them and bla bla bla, but I shouldn't let myself feel down.
Maybe I'm too obses with this 'TOP', till I forget what life is all about.
Intan,
You won't learn if you are always on top, sayang... you will never.
Let this experience be one of your precious memory as this will make you realise the real meaning of
'living'.
Don't let the greediness conquer you, don't you ever. It will harm you...please don't.
All the seven deadly sins are man's true nature. To be greedy. To be hateful. To have lust. Of course, you have to control them, but if you're made to feel guilty for being human, then you're going to be trapped in a never-ending sin-and-repent cycle that you can't escape from.
The happiness and peace attained by those satisfied by the nectar of spiritual tranquillity is not attained by greedy persons restlessly moving here and there.
Note to myself. Intan, CHAIYOKK!!!
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